We knew what we were getting to, or at least we thought we did, or at least we did have an idea of what we were getting into-when we started the hike. We knew over the next 15 days we would ascend 4800 meters descend, ascend, and descend again. That was the plan, that was why we were there. But every now and then you get to a spot like this and you just have to sit and wonder what is wrong in my brain where I decided this would be fun. Then you get to the top and you figure it out again.